Maybe I Am Crazier Than I Thought

When I started this blog I thought I was writing from a good place. I was seeing a psychiatrist. In my mind, I was stable because I was on medication.

I have been reading some of my past posts. I now realize that I was crazy...very crazy. I was delusional. I heard voices. I hallucinated. I believed that an unknown force told me to do irrational things. I did not know that I was experiencing psychosis. 

When I think about my current life I realize that I am still crazy. I don't think the crazy will ever go away.